Thanksgiving 2010 went well. Until a few hours ago. I stayed with Ken last night...so we get up this morning, I get ready, and then I head off to my Dad's house so we can go up to his side of the family. We did lunch there, and it was great seeing everyone. Especially my brother, sister-in-law, nephew, and neice. We had amazing food and great fellowship. I am so thankful for such a wonderful, strong, and supportive family. I would be so lost without them.

After lunch and hanging around talking for a while, Dad and I came back home. I ended up taking a nap on the couch [and still have a crick in my neck from that] while he watched football. My phone kept going off...so I eventually got up, surfed facebook for a while...and that's when things went downhill.

Again, Ken and I are arguing. This time, I have no earthly clue as to why. And it bothers me. I am tired of dating assholes. It frustrates me, because I did nothing this time and then get the blame put on me. I really don't know how much more I can take. Because he's pushing me away. We had a great time the past two nights. Wonderful time to be exact. We're riding in the car last night talking about how this is gonna work out...and then this happens. I can't do this much more. He means the world to me, but my heart keeps breaking. I want to scream. I want to cry. I am sitting here, typing this out...just crying and shaking. I'm that mad and frustrated from all this crap.

But I had to get this off my chest. I can't keep it bottled in because it makes things worse. But I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving! 95% of mine was good :)