Thanksgiving 2010 went well. Until a few hours ago. I stayed with Ken last night...so we get up this morning, I get ready, and then I head off to my Dad's house so we can go up to his side of the family. We did lunch there, and it was great seeing everyone. Especially my brother, sister-in-law, nephew, and neice. We had amazing food and great fellowship. I am so thankful for such a wonderful, strong, and supportive family. I would be so lost without them.

After lunch and hanging around talking for a while, Dad and I came back home. I ended up taking a nap on the couch [and still have a crick in my neck from that] while he watched football. My phone kept going off...so I eventually got up, surfed facebook for a while...and that's when things went downhill.

Again, Ken and I are arguing. This time, I have no earthly clue as to why. And it bothers me. I am tired of dating assholes. It frustrates me, because I did nothing this time and then get the blame put on me. I really don't know how much more I can take. Because he's pushing me away. We had a great time the past two nights. Wonderful time to be exact. We're riding in the car last night talking about how this is gonna work out...and then this happens. I can't do this much more. He means the world to me, but my heart keeps breaking. I want to scream. I want to cry. I am sitting here, typing this out...just crying and shaking. I'm that mad and frustrated from all this crap.

But I had to get this off my chest. I can't keep it bottled in because it makes things worse. But I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving! 95% of mine was good :)

Happy Thanksgiving!!

I'm afraid that I might get too busy tomorrow to post a blog about Thanksgiving. I'm thankful year around for what I have....but this year, I feel more thankful than ever before. So, I am going to post some pictures of what I am thankful for, but also, write why or something like that.



All of my siblings. All 6 of them to be exact; I don't have a picture of all of us. But they're my world.




The best friends a girl could ask for. Seen in the above and below picture. Yes, I have more friends, but these are definitely the three that I rely on the most.





Having a pretty amazing man in my life :) He definitely brightens up my day!




The best parents a girl could ask for. They're so supportive! Shown in the above and below picture. [Wish I had a picture of my Step-Dad, but I can't find one on my computer. He's in that list too.]



I'm thankful that I have a job...this time last year, I had just lost my job. I'm thankful for good health. I am thankful for an amazing God. And the list goes on and on.

Thanksgiving has always been a big deal for our family. Sandy and I go with my Dad to his side of the family since they don't do anything for Christmas. So, Daddy, Sandy, Justin [her fiancee], and I are going over there and then there's no telling what I am doing that night. The tradition has been to watch the lighting of the Macy's tree...so I will probably do that again. I just wish that Ken was going. Because his family isn't doing anything until that evening. But because Bryan came home with me last year, I didn't figure it would be wise to bring a new guy home this year [to Dad's anyways]. Christmas is a different story. He's coming home with me :)

But everyone have a great and safe Thanksgiving and enjoy time with your loved ones!