I know, it's taken a while to decide how to write this. But I know what to say now.
Bryan,
First off, I want to start with "sorry". Second off, I am so glad that things went ahead and fell about now rather than later. You were such a big impact on my life. And I have learned so much about myself and life in the past two years. They always say it's easier to forgive than it is to forget...and that's so true. I have definitely forgiven you for all the things that happened, and I hope you have done the same to me. But I haven't forgotten about it, and I know that I never will. I have finally gotten better. My heart is back in one piece. But I also know that there's a part of me that's afraid to love again. I'm afraid that I am going to get hurt. But I am actually going to keep this short instead of rambling on. Know that I don't hate you. But I don't consider you a friend either. I know that's mean, but I just can't do that to myself. I'm sorry. But I hope that things go well your way, and hope that one day, you find happiness.
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